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Wed, Mar 04 ~ 7AM
lfm
good to know ive still got some curiosity within me for the world
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Tue, Mar 03 ~ 11PM
lfm
unfortunately, a lingerer
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Tue, Mar 03 ~ 10PM
lfm
ok the annoying combination throat/ear soreness seems to be well receding now. good
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Tue, Mar 03 ~ 7PM
lfm
feeling good actually, at the moment
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Tue, Mar 03 ~ 2PM
lfm
before uploading the questions & answers, that is
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Tue, Mar 03 ~ 2PM
lfm
filled out the 100 webmaster questions some time back and ended up deleting that, filled it out again but watch me delete it again or at least heavily transform it
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Sun, Mar 01 ~ 12PM
lfm
sometimes the whimsy is the use
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Sat, Feb 28 ~ 5PM
lfm
absolutely done with this really
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 9PM
lfm
or maybe rather i know a bit more with each time about whatever the fuck trips me into the hurtspirals in the first place and/or how to ride em out a little smoother... idk.
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 9PM
lfm
but each hurtspiral within this a little shallower i hope
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 9PM
lfm
oooookay it still hurts
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 6PM
lfm
that being said, feeling fine tonight in comparison. leaving my phone home when going into work def feels better for my mind than taking it with me, for the foreseeable. common pocket notebook W
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 6PM
lfm
not to sound vaguely therapist reminiscent, but there's definitely something behind not behing able to fully move on emotionally from that yet
and maybe it's a good chance to reflect on it and take it apart to see what might be keeping you hung on
and whether it's doing you more harm than good in the big picture
-friend
hm 💢
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 6PM
lfm
addtl q to self: does it count as mental/emotional selfharm
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 3PM
lfm
but the melty weather's arrived at a pretty much perfect time really
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Fri, Feb 27 ~ 7AM
lfm
honestly part of me not all too ready for spring yet
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 5PM
lfm
i cant be fucked with any of this (worktime frustration)
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 1PM
lfm
think i need to log off from some places again for a bit
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 1PM
lfm
it just really hurt
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
feeling through grief of whatever sort properly has possibly never been my strong suit but trying my healthiest
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
even when some of the feelings recur and return - still, life goes on all the same
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
and no feeling is persistent...give things space to pass on
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
but life goes on
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
like, i know i know, the right to not reciprocate within interpersonal stuff and all that, but it all was really saddening still to me i cant deny
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Thu, Feb 26 ~ 12PM
lfm
belatedly feeling the weird heaviness of having missed [] a lot back in december and yet knowing [] didnt feel the same way whatsoever not even on a friendsy level