they might bump around in my head on occasion still, but don't really want to spend any energy on pursuing the whys
as i papercraft a little gift,
the dj has blown my mind enough, its my turn to blow the dj's mind
adjusted self-crosspost
n the way [the warmth/feelings] can hilariously tint the way u see certain people, to the point where even stuff that some genres of ppl in general might feel selfconscious about, looks-wise or whatever, can become Sweet to u
and it not being a new development either - remembering something from a decade+ back that further reinforces this point. but there's something touching about this too. imperfections can stick out for sure, sometimes warmly...
feeling gravitated toward the :o) sort of emoting, but it not feeling fully natural for me to use for now, but i love the energy of that sort of nose on emoticons
lightly-bonfirey smell wafting in from the open-a-crack windows :-) (cos living nearby some wood-heating houses)
feeling physically off today after oversleeping and all that, dont know whether ill go on a calm walk about it or just get in some fresh air via the window and then stay inside and play on my switch or something loweffort like that for today
the lot that advocate for sites being mobile friendly have a point for sure, several points even, sometimes being on a larger fuckoff device feels tiring when feeling off like this
ok looks i misused 'disillusioned'. not unreasonable/unrealistic is what i meant. whatever its my thoughtspage i get the point i was trying to make
i know where i stand and i know where you stand about it all. not disillusioned. just being stupid loud about the stuff in vague terms onlinefacingly to honour this weird time in my life and to maybe make other unrelated ppl in adjacent situations feel less alone about such maybe. and also cos My Site I Write Whatever I Want.
maybe a lil bit my problem but also not even my problem if [] sees all that this time round
ok the annoying combination throat/ear soreness seems to be well receding now. good