Get in your body. Frequently step away from what you’re doing. Eat lunch, go for a walk, take a shower, listen to music. This will help you remember that your brain lives in a body that needs some attention. (src)
I stopped overthinking when I realized my body needs peace more than my mind needs answers.
most logistically annoying thing about this: not having any go-to sadcry music these days
or rather sometimes gotta be aware that i gotta actually learn from my own mistakes too
thinking about a friend of mine who ive met a few times whose place i dropped by the other month, and them talking about not wanting to leave traces online as much as they have in the past. feels resonant, that. hoping they doing good, would be nice to hang more someday, maybe ifwhen some other event in their city down the line
grateful in general for this web of connections, situational as a lot of it might be, but all the same
"y'know, something that i actually don't understand or know about, what the hell does dl trade mean? um, recently, a dl emt in the ie confessed feelings to me. is that dl trade?! like, there is no nudes involved, but... y'know, feelings were traded! like, (??) back to me on that, thanks(?)!"
-in the current soundcloud mix im listening hahaha unfortunately i too do not know wtf theyre talking about, but i love the "feelings were traded" wording lmao
after aistobascistod, from convo with a friend:
oli xl : xylitol
jamie xx : xymietjax
i mean : anytime
e : yet
person next to me on the bus having their coat on their lap spilling over a little bit onto my lap - something poetic about this
yet to pack: power bank (charging for the night), water bottle (will receive from bus cos loyalty bonus), light food (will handle in morning), wired earbuds (might still use tn)
still been trying to make sense of all this, but gotta just let it be and let myself be in peace
no maybes!
644 mins on the wrapped. this year legit spent more time at music events than streamin from spotify. to hell w that
i dreamt a continuation of a (neutral) workplace scenario, i just remembered. irl a customer asked for a specific kind of broom which we dont have in stock atm, in the dream i found the brooms in another location of the shop. the hell
my experience with web became better and healthier after i realized i'd love to make my website as an archive, a shelf, a library. something that will be here for me as long as possible.
not a brand, not a portfolio, not a product. just a collection of memories, something to look back on one day, and see how i've changed. together with it.
i built a place for me first. and while feedback is pleasant and inspiring, it is optional. guests are lovely and welcome, yet i'm the host.
i want to look at it, and think: "yep, that's so me."
and if the luck is on my side, then this website will last, and outlast me.
[-northome]
yessssssssss exactly..
hearing wholeass BIRDS (potentially nightingales) sing at FOUR THIRTY IN THE MORNING
in Nearly December. (unheard of for my estonian ass)