feeling through grief of whatever sort properly has possibly never been my strong suit but trying my healthiest
even when some of the feelings recur and return - still, life goes on all the same
like, i know i know, the right to not reciprocate within interpersonal stuff and all that, but it all was really saddening still to me i cant deny
belatedly feeling the weird heaviness of having missed [] a lot back in december and yet knowing [] didnt feel the same way whatsoever not even on a friendsy level
one-ear dog plush (other ear free-floating) at bestie's + sewing kit in my edc = beautiful maintenance
at bestie's parents'. heating types discourse, music channel from the kitchen tv, etv showing the tail end of 2000 metres to andriivka doc from the living room tv, i hear it all. i was in the midst of making a zine. it's very strange to have it all mesh like this.
in the doc the guys found a cat, in the razed village. my thought of, the cat must've been someone's, a friendly cat, calico.
maybe i do have the space to hold it all
thanks every single estonian for having been born tomorrow so i get the day off guaranteed
also, i know someone who knows [her] and it was said [she] is nice and a people appreciator.
always warms my heart whenever i catch ppl saying nice things about me, either out in the open or directly to me
get nervous about the thought of goin in to get a new glasses prescription and picking out the new frame and everything
i shouldve realized the optometrist times are prebookable online smfh now i dunno if i'd get my new ones in time for tranceparty trip (given the glasses stuff takes like a couple weeks iirc), but i guess i'll book a time on monday upon hopefully seeing my march sched or something nonetheless...
QUEEN of downscaling sometimes. with the power of ms powertoys image resizer and ffmpeg on my side. shaved a whole gigabyte off my folder for last sept's evian hki trip, just by feeding the 55 vids thru ffmpeg with a no-scale scale type batchcommand
bandcamp wishlist-backlog, you're fucking next
188 things (some albums, a few tracks, somesuch)