...

* Sun, Mar 29 ~ 8PM 🎵

sometimes the cutest moments snapping me out from sadmode...

* Sun, Mar 29 ~ 5PM 🎵

also disappointed really

* Sun, Mar 29 ~ 10AM 🎵

embarrassing

* Sat, Mar 28 ~ 9PM 🎵

hurt-spiral

* Sat, Mar 28 ~ 8PM 🎵

slowly sinking thru the cracks

* Sat, Mar 28 ~ 1AM 🎵

it was sssooo fkin hottt

* Sat, Mar 28 ~ 1AM 🎵

i do sometimes still think about semirandom helsinki guy i linked up with in nov 2022 at a nite

* Fri, Mar 27 ~ 3PM 🎵

707 PRO license plate

* Fri, Mar 27 ~ 1PM 🎵

first butterfly of the szn :-) yellow.

* Fri, Mar 27 ~ 8AM 🎵

and a nice typo in tow

* Fri, Mar 27 ~ 8AM 🎵

lovely feeling of actual sunwarmrh

* Thu, Mar 26 ~ 10PM 🎵

there can be plenty life underwater

* Thu, Mar 26 ~ 8PM 🎵

or, rather, the tears not held back but the louder cry held back for sure ahah

* Thu, Mar 26 ~ 8PM 🎵

actual had to hold back tears at the cinema

* Wed, Mar 25 ~ 11PM 🎵

weird-surviving

* Tue, Mar 24 ~ 6PM 🎵

there's profound grief, sure - but what about mildly pervasive grief

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 11PM 🎵

maybe i just need to lock in on a hobby for fucking real
no matter how badly.

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 7PM 🎵

the weird-radiant.

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 4PM 🎵

the brooding stuff seems to be holding better.

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 3PM 🎵

note: should mby put the lyrics stuff (synced or unsynced) into separate files instead, esp for the dj mixes where i just put the tracklists into the lyrics instead

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 10AM 🎵

in my dreams i was in berlin

* Mon, Mar 23 ~ 12AM 🎵

sometimes it is ultimately not your call

* Sun, Mar 22 ~ 11AM 🎵

...without ending up talking myself down or isolating myself too much or it hurting more, anyway

* Sun, Mar 22 ~ 11AM 🎵

self-cross: "but rly it just sucks not knowing fully how to be in some of my usual online circles atm while this still hurts, is all"

* Sat, Mar 21 ~ 11PM 🎵

if i walk into a store and someone is trying to open a portal into another universe with their clarinet i'm leaving