🌱 sneek thoughts

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last.fm link (🎶) leads to past 24h, here i squeeze out the link thus
https://www.last.fm/user/YOURNAMEHERE/library?from={{ thought.time | date(format='%s', timezone=thought.timezone) | int - 86400 }}&to={{ thought.time | date(format='%s', timezone=thought.timezone) }}

currently displaying the latest 100 (of 1271)

Tue, Oct 15 - 10:31PM 🎶

be realistic

Sat, Oct 12 - 11:01PM 🎶

new stand mixer, noticed just earlier. could be enhancing

Fri, Oct 11 - 5:37PM 🎶

love being out of the loop on stuff relating to dormant recentmore faves. what la pop up!

Fri, Oct 11 - 12:52AM 🎶

may the mfs in the planes above clouds enjoy the damn aurora rn if its in their view cos below clouds it is obviously Fucking Cloudy lol

Tue, Oct 08 - 10:37AM 🎶

a friend went like "im a staunch proponent of literally ignoring every celebrity" in some chat a while back and ive increasingly become aligned to that shit too

Mon, Oct 07 - 4:39PM 🎶

four fucking calls from unknown-to-me numbers on the 2nd, three fucking calls today. why the fuck

Mon, Oct 07 - 4:38PM 🎶

at this point i get so many random calls as of recent that im unsure if its even worth keeping my phone on me in this form

Sun, Oct 06 - 12:02AM 🎶

note to self: ::selection pseudoelement :-o

Sat, Oct 05 - 9:16PM 🎶

ikea skogsduva collection is out for my ass what the FUCK 🥹 the bees.......the otter with bby....need

Sat, Oct 05 - 2:59PM 🎶

and i found a lost toothbrush and tiny toothpaste tub ALSO from an obscure pocket of the coat 😂😂😂 seasonally-lost items, it's a curse

Sat, Oct 05 - 1:05PM 🎶

not much to do. rather enjoy the sunny weather

Fri, Oct 04 - 6:41PM 🎶

fucking lmao i found the old wireless earbuds they were in an obscure pocket of my COAT

Wed, Oct 02 - 10:03PM 🎶

hey.

Wed, Oct 02 - 10:02PM 🎶

i really want out of here (i.e. where i live atm) it's too much for me in the longterm it's gonna make me wither if i stay here too much longer. but i'd feel bad for my cat it's so fucking stupid

Wed, Oct 02 - 10:00PM 🎶

hey.

Wed, Oct 02 - 9:57PM 🎶

it's all noise it's all noise it's all noise

Wed, Oct 02 - 9:56PM 🎶

it's all noise!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, Oct 01 - 7:03PM 🎶

idea: crochet round thing w marble inside. fidget purposes.

Tue, Oct 01 - 6:40PM 🎶

hey.

Tue, Oct 01 - 6:38PM 🎶

one burger in the bag - don't forget

Sun, Sep 29 - 3:25PM 🎶

croaky

Sat, Sep 28 - 6:56PM 🎶 (tz: Europe/Copenhagen)

i love gazing into infrastructural type stuff. this metro train has a FRONT-FACING WINDOW. and yesterday i was all stood for maybe half an hour or more looking at some asphalt-laying guys at whatll be the parking lot of the lidl in town. etc

Sat, Sep 28 - 12:37PM 🎶

rouble exchange sidequest: Completed

Sat, Sep 28 - 11:49AM 🎶

menacingly blue clouds northward

Sat, Sep 28 - 11:31AM 🎶

wiggly bare birches among the pines

Sat, Sep 28 - 11:27AM 🎶

roadside sheep further away :-)

Sat, Sep 28 - 10:41AM 🎶

roadside horses (2) and goats (2 of em, i think) :-D!!!!!!!

Sat, Sep 28 - 10:09AM 🎶

group of 4 boys/guys walking along some path, one of the younger-seeming ones briefly hops aside to lift a fallen rental e-scooter back upright. bless

Sat, Sep 28 - 8:55AM 🎶

roadside cows :-)

Sat, Sep 28 - 8:33AM 🎶

riding the bus in the rain, appropriately cozy

Sat, Sep 28 - 2:29AM 🎶

morning to-do:

unplug desk lamp, breakfast, clean litter box.

Fri, Sep 27 - 7:14PM 🎶

oh maybe gloves too.

Thu, Sep 26 - 11:37PM 🎶

i would also say towel but i won't be needing accomms (event goes on til morning) and think i'll manage with transient toiletgoings and little bit of papertowel situationry chucked in with hygienestuffs.

and i would also say book but the couple of unread books i've got from library are a little too bulky for light packing. though maybe i'll find something light from tallinn airport selfservice "library" (w books free to take) :-)

Thu, Sep 26 - 11:31PM 🎶

oh also: spare small plastic bag or two (for trash or whatnot).

Thu, Sep 26 - 11:30PM 🎶

to pack (for copenhagen weekend trip):

charger incl cable, power bank, little bit food/snack (pistachios?), fishermans friend pastilles, spare sockpair (unless i grab the socks to darn) & undiepair, the fuck-all monopoly money to exchange back. maybe the socks to darn during waits and the yarn n needle and some round enough object in lieu of darning mushroom. phone and wallet ofc. earplugs. toothbrush, toothpaste alongside the lil hygienestuffs lot (hand sanitizer, few strepsils, w/e else in the bag). wired earbuds just in case, alongside wireless. pen/pencil and the lil notebook, maybe the sudoku book too. small water bottle if i can muster it into the small bag?

to-do:

fix up the wired earbuds, charge the powerbank. check in to flight tmrw (ofc). clear out the wallet a little accordingly, pack in lil squares for paper crane folding. actually pack the stuff tmrw evening (maybe can do w shoulderbag).

how to dress:

hoodie + jacket, maybe grab square scarf. cap i guess, not cold enough for fullblown earflap hat, and i got the hoodie. boots cos no other footwear of mine is sufficiently waterproof. p.s. dont forget to take belt off at security.

Thu, Sep 26 - 4:59PM 🎶

Let's Fucking Go!!!!!!!

Wed, Sep 25 - 9:01PM 🎶

final resting place for a bee

Mon, Sep 23 - 4:21PM 🎶

what if i just let go (of some things)

Sat, Sep 21 - 8:00PM 🎶

gonna try to get rid of these monopoly money ass russian roubles once im traversing thru tallinn next weekend for the copenhagen trip. will have decent enough amount of time i won't have to rely on the airport currency exchange point

Sat, Sep 21 - 5:00PM 🎶

all of that is noise

Sat, Sep 21 - 9:46AM 🎶

ok! didnt ask

Thu, Sep 19 - 7:37PM 🎶

bug constellations

Thu, Sep 19 - 7:22PM 🎶

sunset reflection off a black car

and other various observations as they are

Wed, Sep 18 - 9:44PM 🎶

want to go outside in the night, maybe

Wed, Sep 18 - 7:09PM 🎶

The Right To Be Annoying

Tue, Sep 17 - 10:04AM 🎶

pakidge

Tue, Sep 17 - 12:00AM 🎶

my eyes hurt / seen the moon

Sun, Sep 15 - 6:46PM 🎶

want to write about somethin specific into my sites notebook but it would feel vulnerably weird putting it there. might just write about it in my private diary instead

Sun, Sep 15 - 5:38PM 🎶

being stupid w how i spend my time

Sat, Sep 14 - 5:35PM 🎶

comment under a reddit post: "holy shit, its been a while since ive even thought abt oli xl"

so funny how much i DONT relate to that

Sat, Sep 14 - 11:54AM 🎶

counting my blessings that my home area natively only has one kind of (mildly) venomous snake. and one kind of nonvenomous snake. ez lmao

(re this about snakes)

Sat, Sep 14 - 4:06AM 🎶

randomly woke up. entirely (almost) silent. dark outside. peaceful

Fri, Sep 13 - 9:00PM 🎶

he is producing (plants, fruits, vegetables)

one of my fav things a friend has said to me about oli xl (when i showed them what ive been calling the ghent unrelease cos i first heard and recorded a snip of it from the ghent oli dj set)

Fri, Sep 13 - 4:43PM 🎶

it's small but it's mine

Fri, Sep 13 - 4:31PM 🎶

also the two sunken rental e-scooters i reported to the rental service mfs about the other night seem to have been fished out. that's nice.

Fri, Sep 13 - 4:04PM 🎶

squad of 5 people watching a (leashed) dachshund dig a hole at streetside. why not

(theyve all moved along now)

Fri, Sep 13 - 12:44PM 🎶

sitting at the [other] lake, swear i saw a kingfisher fly by :-o first time ive ever seen one in real.

Fri, Sep 13 - 12:01AM 🎶

ok im normal.

Fri, Sep 13 - 12:01AM 🎶

but also kind of evokes that one quote ive seen about making a mistake in (yarn)craft projects intentionally to ward off evil spirits or some shit. have that quote stashed away somewhere but yet to look thru its source

Thu, Sep 12 - 11:59PM 🎶

d'yall think oli xl leaves those little occasional typos in the setdates list in intentionally just to get perfectionist mfs seething a little (its me part of me is perfectionist mfs 😂) (but maybe also himself ?)

or maybe bro simply dont Care

Thu, Sep 12 - 7:43AM 🎶

snail up a lilac bush

Wed, Sep 11 - 8:36PM 🎶

making a choice

Wed, Sep 11 - 9:34AM 🎶

charging up

Mon, Sep 09 - 12:45AM 🎶

feeling restless

Sat, Sep 07 - 9:04PM 🎶

i keep missing the moon

Sat, Sep 07 - 9:03PM 🎶

on the toilet, [clothes?] moth lands on my phone out of nowhere

Sat, Sep 07 - 7:00PM 🎶

stupid fucking trainwreck of a brain (when it comes to certain bullshit)

Fri, Sep 06 - 7:08PM 🎶

stuck! how to loosen grip

Fri, Sep 06 - 1:32PM 🎶

sunlight glistening off a duck's bill

Thu, Sep 05 - 5:27PM 🎶

upside down

Tue, Sep 03 - 1:29PM 🎶

wanna leave a couple servers. holding that thought

Mon, Sep 02 - 2:00PM 🎶

instant noodle stash at work needs replenishing

Mon, Sep 02 - 8:53AM 🎶

120 days til end of year and almost new moon as per the calendar

Sun, Sep 01 - 10:51PM 🎶

sometimes i don't know what to do with all this feeling, in this particular case

it lives its own life, and i've gone off about it a lot, but still, still

deeply grateful

feels like home

Sun, Sep 01 - 10:47PM 🎶

radiant

Sun, Sep 01 - 5:19PM 🎶

sometimes i do, sometimes i don't

Fri, Aug 30 - 11:10PM 🎶

one of the ppl of one of the bar dons cat ears. fire

Fri, Aug 30 - 10:25PM 🎶

mentally sharp, physically slightly sloshy liquid

Tue, Aug 27 - 6:22PM 🎶

wind-up toy in wait (mentally)

Tue, Aug 27 - 6:18PM 🎶

walking past a slightly fucked car

Mon, Aug 26 - 12:39PM 🎶

wait i can embed videos from mega as iframes. this might be huge

Mon, Aug 26 - 12:59AM 🎶

one of them oh! moments

Sun, Aug 25 - 3:45PM 🎶

garden-grown popcorn... cool

Sun, Aug 25 - 2:50PM 🎶

glad im at a more stable place emotionally these days

Sun, Aug 25 - 2:44PM 🎶

found older blog posts of mine from 2016 or so, around the end of the one relationship i've been in, and WOW i was really going through shit emotionally

Sun, Aug 25 - 11:52AM 🎶

silent sunset years for the bastard baby

(my cat seems to have become deaf, possibly largely age-related cos she's whopping 18 years old. no longer reacts to sounds. still seems to see ok enough tho)

Sat, Aug 24 - 1:15PM 🎶

partial mental absence at work or: left myself home

Sat, Aug 24 - 12:19AM 🎶

"oli live (not dj) would b cute one day. but guess thatll have to wait til oli free [from warp]" - "eventually! that's the end goal"

:-D! (end-of-me goal lmao)

Fri, Aug 23 - 11:17PM 🎶

fav flight rising thing rn: when the ones i gene or hatch for the gene achievements and then put on ah are bought by someone else for the gene achievements too

Fri, Aug 23 - 11:12PM 🎶

observation from earlier today: upside-down newspaper advert

Fri, Aug 23 - 11:11PM 🎶

beautiful lady in my earbuds saying Battery Medium

Fri, Aug 23 - 11:31AM 🎶

such a funny thing, 1.5-hour workday (cos might be too pointless for the both of us to be present for a calm as fuck workday with nothing new to shelve or anything cos that already got done yesterday)

Fri, Aug 23 - 9:22AM 🎶

apples in a tiny pond

Fri, Aug 23 - 7:17AM 🎶

sunday forecast shows clear

Wed, Aug 21 - 11:37PM 🎶

less nonsense

Wed, Aug 21 - 9:29PM 🎶

unintentional shut-in

Tue, Aug 20 - 1:43AM 🎶

ive been really obsessively clearing bits of my tumblr archive the past couple days

Tue, Aug 20 - 1:42AM 🎶

at around 9pm (soon after the sun had set) i went out to get milk from the store, in my t-shirt, listening to [redacted] on loop, felt really nice to feel the slightly chilly air on my arms, the song fitting the vibe too

Mon, Aug 19 - 12:57PM 🎶

feeling present / feeling absent

Sun, Aug 18 - 8:00PM 🎶

midaugust birdsong


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