still wish i wouldve fullsend cried at weekender and not taken the weight home with me
if this hadnt done me in, i feel like maybe something else wouldve eventually done so instead.
And it might well be true that they became the best version of themselves. That version still screws up relationships and leaves their sweater on the plane. That version still plays million-yard football like it’s hundred-yard football.
-20020: the future of college football
actual final boss of it all: executive functioning, or rather some parts thereof
ill see if im bothered to stay til end (4am) or not, as i booked an old town hostel spot n all and would like a bit of sleep before the morning bus. also one of my highlights always of these overnighter tallinn trips is MFIN FRESH PASTRIES FROM THE BUS STATION R-KIOSK!!!!!
anyway time to continue flowing along
3 nursed drinks thruout the night, tbf, not all in a row. so not as bad. but wouldn't let myself drive in this state cos im zerotolerance toward that but im still able to fold origami cranes n that. just, feeling liquid.
this used to be an auxiliary room of paavli but not anymore for the time being. n they have an accessible toilet which is a nice touch. but i didnt note abt the accessibility of the general entrance (there may be a lil bit of stair), and also the tap water in it, for now, was shockingly cold. bbbrrrrrr
at this new club, mod, next to paavli, after the yawning portal set. nice to behold a new club so soon after beholding an old club closing. eases the general grief feeling a lil. also the being 3 drinks in (2 from paavli, 1 from mod) which is the most ive been really - but i know my limits. verdict: feeling liquid, and the set vibe is nice